Christmas 2022

"Aren't family trees places where we find the most unexpected gifts?" p. 133
"Beauty that makes a heart lovely because it really listens and really looks and really loves." p. 133
"Christmas is Close now..." p. 136
"Doesn't today Dawn Differently?" p. 151
"Even now we can wake up to the greatest dream and start giving the love. Even now, angles dance with joy." p. 136
"For the child within her was conceived by the Holy Spirit." p. 138
"God is with us." Matthew 1:23
"He Can't Stay Away." p.137
"Immanuel, which means God is with us." p. 137
"Joseph named Him Jesus, because it means 'the Lord saves.'" pp. 139-40.
Knell at the Manger 
Luke 2:1-20
"Make space in your words, in your wants, in your ways..." p. 134
"Make Room" by Casting Crowns ft. Matt Maher listen here
Never-Ending Christmas: 
"Only one thing is necessary- just let your hands and your heart be a space for love to come into the world." p. 136
Peace on Earth, good will toward men. Luke 2: 14
Quote: Luke 2:19 Mary kept all these things in her heart and thought sbout them often." p. 150
Reading, Reflecting: "Reminder that we must make time for the long, slow journey across the desert."
Simple Abundance by Sarah BanBreathnach ~ December 25 essay
"That is what Jesus is whispering to you on this Christmas Day: "I'll take your broken heart and give you My whole one." p. 153 of
Unwrapping the Greatest Gift: A Family Celebration of Christmas 🎄 ♥️ by
Voskamp, Ann
Watch and Wait... Wide-Awake Dreams 
Xerxes pp 108-112
"Your Invitation t oUnwrap the Gift." p. 1
Zechariah (means 'God remembers') and Elizabeth Luke 1:6-17

December 2022

Are you part of the INN crowd, or are you part of the STABLE few?
Christmas "prep" is all about clearing space in our hearts 💕 for God's love: "Clear the road! Prepare the way! [for] The Son-King, Jesus" p. 126 Unwrapping the Greatest Gift by Ann Voskamp
"Dream no small dreams for they have no power to move the hearts of men." ~ Goethe
Finding so much joy in the 
Genealogy - by request...
Habakkuk shouted it from the top of the watchtower:
 "I will trust You, God, and I will watch, and I will wait.  I will find joy, make joy, take joy, see joy! Rejoice and re-joys again!" p. 117 Unwrapping the Greatest Gift by Ann Voskamp
John Elizabeth Law Malaghan obituary (click here)
Ken organized and inspired this
LawLaPalooza "Christmas Edition" 😀
Mourning the passing of Aunt Joan by diving into genealogy and found "Top 5 Sons for Mourning" on YouTube which includes this one I'd never heard: "Brokendown Palace" lyrics here
Nothing Special: The Mostly True, Sometimes Funny Tales of Two Sisters by Dianne Bilyak
"Once Upon a Moonflower by Pamela Zagarenski
Paul's Pasta with Mom
"Quick, up to the top of the watchtower- and count all the everyday gifts!" p. 118
Reading: Ann Voskamp Unwrapping the Greatest Gift
Stonington Point
Trees in winter
Valerie Lorimer Contemporary Arts
What can we gain by sailing to the moon if we are not able to cross the abyss that separates us from ourselves? This is the most important of all voyages of discovery, and without it, all the rest are not only useless, but disastrous.” ~ Thomas Merton
Xerxes and the story of Esther... for such a time as this "Use the life you've been given to give to others."  p. 111 Unwrapping the Greatest Gift by Ann Voskamp

Zagarenski art show at Lyman Allen Art Museum

November 2022

"A reminder of the important things in life click here for video
The Circle Game Exhibition of Pamela's work
December 3, 2022 – January 28, 2023
Evaluation time , not my fav, but at least it's simplified this year
FreeWilly: Escape From Pirates Cove from 2/2/2011 blog post. "Rooftops" by New Found Land listen here
Greta and Brendan's Wedding was Glorious 
"Hello Sunshine" by Bruce Springsteen listen and watch here
I am so very grateful for all of this and more
Jury duty and voting in the same week
Karen's place in the am, Kevin Higgins lunch
Lynette sent Life is Good t-shirts to me at work (Meredith College Library) : longsleeve (take your heart wherever you go), short sleeve (down to earth) so SWEET!!
 "...My pockets are empty, but it's okay 'cuz my heart is filled with something close to divine" from 2/2/11 post
Ordered through ILL 2x was nearly done, then accidentally return it when I was the one packing up ILL ðŸĪŠðŸĪĢ
Pamela Zagarenski, "Seeing"
Quinnehtukqut identified the area on “the long tidal River” source: State Representative Kate Farrar
Redeeming Love on PrimeVideo Rough, but very good
"Then Came the Children" by Jerry Jeff Walker listen here
Updated a 2/2/2011 blog post inwhich I'd highlighted a few cool things like Life is Good now has a girl "spokesperson" and her name is... Jackie! Posted on Facebook book "hints" for my 50th gifts ideas and Lynette 2 t-shirts and a lunch bag!
Voir dire - French for "to speak the truth" from Jury duty experience 
Watching a variety of movies with...
 Xfinity Fle X
Yellowstone season 5, not binge watching :)
Zagarenski show at Lymn Allyn Museum 

My Brother's Book by Maurice Sendak

"Answer my riddle and I will give you my life! A sad riddle is best for me," says Guy, stranded in
Bohemia and desperately trying to keep from being eaten
"Catapulting Jack to Continents of ice- A snow image stuck fast in water like stone"
"Dropping down and down / On soft Bohemia" p. 12
"Eclipsing the moon, scorching the sky..."
"...February it will be / My snowghost's anniversary..." p. 18
"Give it quick in mine ear!" p. 16
His poor nose froze p. 10
"Into the lair of a bear / Who hugged Guy tight..." p. 14
Jack slept safe, enfolder in his brother's arms...
Ken, John, Bob... I am truly and deeply blessed
"...Love often takes the form of menance, and safe havens are reached, if they are reached at all, only after terrifying adventures." ~ from the forward by Stephen Greenblatt
New York Times review: "A Farewell, Whispered and Roared" click here
"On  a bleak midwinter's night / The newest star! - blazing bright!
"Posthumous new book...written in memory of his brother, Jack, who died in 1995. This lovely if evanescent book — it deals with the great Sendakian themes of loss, danger and flight — also feels on an unspoken level like an elegy for his companion of a half-century, Eugene Glynn, who died in 2007." source
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"echoes of Shakespeare’s “Winter’s Tale,”...Shakespeare's late romance are absorbed, redistributed, and
"...Transformed into something rich and strange." ~ Forward by Stephen Greenblatt
"Unsettling potency"
Verses in an elegiac meter...Visionary worlds --
Widely recognized as among the greatest imaginative creations of our age..."
"eXquisite pictures in the manner of Fuseli or Blake.. eXpression of longing to be reunited with his dead brother, Jack..."
"Yet it’s a book that rewards repeat readings. Its charms are simmering and reflective ones. This moral fable may find its largest audience among adults." source
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Listening to these Songs, I want to write more

"A Thousand Miles From Nowhere" by Dwight Yoakam YouTube
"Breathe" by Faith Hill YouTube "Believe" by Brooks & Dunn
"Carefree Highway" by Gordon Lightfoot, "Colour My World by Chicago" and "Close to You" by the Carpenters always reminds me of Joh Joseph Law born 1963
Dave Matthews "The Space Between" and "The Maker"
Elton John's "Your Song" reminds me of Kevin Higgins and Jay Grills
  Friends from way back, but I heard this song recently and don't recall every hearing it previously
"From A Distance" Nanci Griffith on Letterman, August 30, 1988 YouTube led to a Nanci Grifftin song I'd never heard of before "There's a light beyond these woods, Mary Margaret. YouTube 
"Georgia on My Mind" by Willie Nelson here reminds me of Grandpa T and "TheGreatest Discovery" YouTube reminds me of Robert James Law born 1965
"Help Me Make it Through the Night" Sammi Smith's version here
"I Go Crazy" by Paul Davis and "I Think I Love You" by the Partridge Family will always and forever make me think of Robert James Law singing it as a little kid :) 
John Denver's "Perhaps Love" - 1982 live at the Apollo, "just" John, with an extremely touching intro... He recorded it with PlÃĄcido Domingo released Oct 11, 1981 - but oh the heartache when I listend to it the following year... 1982 live at the Apollo
Kansas - Dust in the Wind (Official Video) - YouTube and "Keep Your Eyes On Me" Tim McGraw & Faith Hill from The Shack: Music From And Inspired By The Original Motion Picture
"Love's the One and Only Thing" Willie Nelson YouTube
Maverick's version of "The Air That I Breath" YouTube
"Never My Love" by The 5th Dimension makes me think of 9th grade gymnastics comes to mind, so I'm fairly certain this song is also connected to Kevin 
"Oh Baby I love Your Way..." by Peter Frampton 10th grade gymnastics and Grace Zurcer 
Paul Stokey's "Wedding Song (There Is Love)" 10.16.1971 listen here
 and see "V" below
"Quittin' Time" by Mary Chapin Carpenter YouTube when I knew...it was time
"The Rose by Bette Midler YouTube and her version of "From a Distance" here
Springsteen's "Human Touch" and "Letter to You"
Supertramp "Goodbye Stranger" I wasn't a fan of this one back in 1979 when it came out, but when I  heard lyrics recently, it struck a cord: "Goodbye stranger it's been nice / Hope you find your paradise / Tried to see your point of view / Hope your dreams will all come true" YouTube
Turn The Page" by Bob Seger" always brings Michael Morrone to mind
"Unchained Melody" by Willie Nelson
Video of Caroline and Andy's Wedding Day 2014 
"Weary Traveler"- Jordan St. Cyr (10 September 2021, wow)
Xavier Rudd - Follow The Sun [official music video]
"You're Gone" by Diamond Rio led me to "One More Day" by same group 
Zendaya - Rewrite The Stars (from The Greatest Showman) [Acoustic]

Halloween A B C poems by Eve Merriam

Apple, sweet apple...
Bats in the belfry...
Creepy crawlers...
Diabolic demons
Elf: Little, littler, littlest sprite...
Fiend: A fiend with a fiendish glee...
Ghost: More gruesome than any groan...
House: Why do the curtains blow?
Icicle: An icy stabbing so swiftly done...
Jack-o'-lantern, jack-o'-lantern, all aglow...
Key: "Follow me" spells the key that opens a gate that leads to a wood where...
Lair: Lunging, plunging through the woods...
Mask: Guises, disguises, all kinds of surprises...
Nightmare: Nay, nay, nay never get away...
Owl: Who who who did it?....
Pet: A pet to pat, a pal of a pet, a pet the family won't forget...
Question: Write it on the North Wind, bury it in a woodencask; what is the question  that you dare not ask?
Rope: Twist the hemp spin the flax don't fall into the pavement cracks...
Skeleton: Clack clack clack up the stair; run to look -- no one's there...
Trap: Get a trap set a trap trap trap trap...
Umbrella, umbrella, duck under, duck under...
Viper, viper, spiteful sniper, snake in the grass...
Witchery: Which, which which witchery?
Xylophone tones, xylophone bones...
Yeast: Stir it in the brew stir it in the bread rise rise seethe spread...
Zero: Round blank Rpund blan k Only bubbles where it sank...
  

Long Day's Journey....

American playwright and Nobel laureate in literature, Eugene O'Neill grew up down the street
 325 Pequot Ave,New London CT
"Beguiling ne'er-do-well, with a strain of the sentimentally poetic" James "Jamie" Jr. – 33 years old, the older son. 
"...Connected with the sea...I lay on the bowsprit, facing astern, with the water foaming into spume under me, the masts with every sail white in the moonlight, towering high above me. I became drunk with the beauty and signing rhythm of it, and for a moment I lost myself -- actually lost my life. I was set free! I dissolved in the sea, became white sails and flying spray, became beauty and rhythm, became moonlight and the ship and the high dim-starred sky!" Edmund *with alcoholic talkativeness
Derisively: in a manner expressing contempt or ridicule.
Eugene O'Neill's boyhood home is just a few house down the street from where we live "
 "Fog was where I wanted to be. Halfway down the path you can’t see this house. You’d never know it was here. Or any of the other places down the avenue. I couldn’t see but a few feet ahead. I didn’t meet a soul. Everything looked and sounded unreal. Nothing was what it is. That’s what I wanted—to be alone with myself in another world where truth is untrue and life can hide from itself. Out beyond the harbor, where the road runs along the beach, I even lost the feeling of being on land. The fog and the sea seemed part of each other. It was like walking on the bottom of the sea. As if I had drowned long ago. As if I was the ghost belonging to the fog, and the fog was the ghost of the sea. It felt damned peaceful to be nothing more than a ghost within a ghost." p. 156
Garrulous: excessively talkative, especially on trivial matters p. 53
Happy Birthday banner at the childhood home of Eugene O'Neill
"belonged, without past or future, within peace and unity and a wild joy, within something greater than my own life,  or the life of Man, to Life itself! To God, if you want to put it that way." p. 156
"Joy of belonging to a fulfillment beyond men's lousy, pitiful, greedy fears and hopes and dreams!"
Know it's useless to talk. But sometimes I feel so lonely.”
Long Day's Journey into Night
 

None of us can help the things life has done to us. They’re done before you realize it, and once they’re done they make you do other things until at last everything comes between you and what you’d like to be, and you’ve lost your true self forever.” ~
Eugene O'Neill, Long Day's Journey into Night 
O'Neill posthumously received the 1957
Pulitzer Prize for Drama for Long Day's Journey into Night
Quinine plant cure malarial fever. P. 27
Read during week of O'Neill's birthday 
Stage directions* are "extraordinarily effective " ~ Harold Bloom p. viii
 
"...Then the hand lets the veil fall and you are alone, lost in the fog again, and you stumble on toward nowhere, for no good reason!"*[Edmund] grins wryly.
"Until at last everything comes between you and what you’d like to be, and you’ve lost your true self forever.” ~ Eugene O'Neill, Long Day's Journey into Night
Vituperative: bitter and abusive."the criticism soon turned into a vituperative attack"
"What is it I'm looking for? I know it's something I lost... Something I miss terribly. It can't be lost altogether... Something I need terribly. I remember when I had it I was never lonely nor afraid. I can't have lost it forever,  I would die if I thought that. Because then there would be no hope." Mary  pp. 175-177
"...eXperience. Became the sun, the hot sand, green seaweed anchored to a rock, swaying in the tide. Like a saint's vision of beatitude. Like a veil of things as they seem drawn back by an unseen hand. For a second you see -- and seeing the secret, are the secret. For a second there is meaning!
Yes, facts don't mean a thing, do they? What you want to believe, that's the only truth!”
Eugene O'Neill, Long Day's Journey into Night
Zen-like to me: 

ABCs of my read through of The Way of the Rose by Clark Strand and Perdita Finn

Ankh, the hieroglyph for Life p. 3
"Breathtakingly radical [devotion] allows us to imagine the renewal and protection of all life on Earth." p. 8 The Way of the Rose by Clark Strand and Perdita Finn
Can bring forth so much beauty, love, healing, and miracles
Divine Mother of us all. p. 8 
"Earth is always ready to show us how to live and eat and love." p. 98
Firmly rooted in the spiritual traditions of the past and yet breathtakingly radical
Give yourself over to prayer
Handed down from prehistoric times p. 4
"It is in speaking your truth that you will find your true footing in this world." p. 99 [9/28/22]
Japamala - sanskrit means "muttering garland" - "Joy is the point." p. 119
"Knots we didn't even know were there gradually come undone." p. 96
"Loosen our grip on the steering wheel and remember to hold on to her instead." p. 54
Multitasker - chatting, muttering, moving about communing with others." p. 7
"Nonlinear path to salvation in the company of a loving female guide." p. 56
Ouroboros signifies the eternal cycles of birth, death, and rebirth that were once the source of the Goddess's power." p. 73
Praying the rosary gives us a way to reclaim our devotion to the Divine Mother, get our feet on the ground again, and find our way back to the garden of the Earth." p. 8
Quintessential symbols of both spiritual and romantic love: roses p. 81
"Quest for human supremacy has been fueled by a need for domination and control. The end result is a species-wide crusade against nature that value obedience and conformity, profit and power, and order above everything else. But within our hearts are the long dormant seeds of all that has sustained us through the axons-- the longing for love, the desire for beauty,  the wisdom of story and song, the yearning for connection and community." p. 98 ~ The Way of the Rose by Clark Strand and Perdita Finn
Rosary refers to the garlands traditionally woven from roses
"Syllables themselves becoming a thread to guide me through the labyrinth of my fears." p. 47
There is no secret handshake / There is just my hand / Just take it. I understand that it is very difficult to accept the simplicity and trust of that." p. 67
"Unwriting" the history of human supremacy over Nature." p. 85
Vivisectionist (p.74) practice of minute examination or criticism, versus useful examination.
eXistential fears. p. 45
"Your understanding must be inside out." p. 74
"...Zen Buddist monk and his feminist wife experience an apparition of the Virgin Mary..."

October 1, 2022

At the entrance to Robert Downey Jr.’s Malibu, Calif., home, a pivot-hinged door opens onto a spacious foyer... At the height of their popularity in the late 1970s, Binishells popped up like soap bubbles across Australia, where Bini, who got the idea for the domes after a game of tennis under an inflatable roof, had been hired by the public works department of New South Wales to build schools.
Binishell, a form originated in 1964 by Dante Bini. The now-90-year-old Italian industrial designer discovered that by topping a nylon-coated neoprene air bladder with wet steel-reinforced concrete, then slowly inflating it, he could make — in an hour or so, about the time it takes for the material to cure — a naturally aerodynamic and durable thin-shell Bungalow.”
Cocoonlike: “Call it biomimicry or call it borrowing from nature, but the beauty is that it works.” ~ NicolÃē Bini
Downey’s Binishell was designed by the creator’s son, NicolÃē, a 55-year-old Beverly Hills-based architect who’s reimagining his father’s innovation. NicolÃē didn’t so much follow in the elder Bini’s footsteps as stumble into them while puzzling over fast, efficient solutions to the global housing crisis. 
Entrance: 
Found themselves increasingly committed to ecologically focused solutions to social problems. (In 2019, Downey created the FootPrint Coalition, a venture fund that invests in sustainable-minded companies. They’ve used their land as a testing...
Ground for technologies like solar-generated water systems and a pair of wind turbines to offset the building’s energy consumption.
Home lacking interior walls, at least structural ones, the dome feels surprisingly cozy; where the plaster-finished gypsum room dividers don’t extend all the way to the curved ceiling, panes of soundproof glass have been added for privacy. From the kitchen, the Heart of the structure, a hallway leads past a space-themed arcade game into a bright living room with cork flooring.
In Malibu, an Inflatable Bungalow for Robert Downey Jr...“It was a crucible of faith,” says the actor about his elaborate version of the typically humble Binishell.
Joyce Kim, photographer
Kooboo rattan cane nest by the South African designer Porky Hefer hangs next to a sofa...”
Living room :
My intention wasn’t to propagate his work,” he says. “It was to figure out a better way of building.” ~ NicolÃē Bini
Nick Haramis, American journalist, New York Times article
Oceanair... Overlooks Zuma Beach
Photo credits: Joyce Kim
Quixotic project”
Robert Clydesdale, suggested they consider NicolÃē, who had been working to update his father’s Binishells — and bring them up to code...A Reduced-carbon-footprint, energy-efficient home of tomorrow.  Joe Nahem source
"Stocked candy bar, leads to a Self-contained Screening room accessible through a folding garage-type door.”
Thin-shell home is at once an aerodynamic oddity and, perhaps, a harbinger of environmentally conscious architecture...'Toxic Mickey' (2017), a bronze fountain sculpture by the American artist Bill Barminski that depicts a man chest-deep in a punctured oil drum, wearing a gas mask in the shape of Walt Disney’s beloved mouse.
Undulating 6,500-square-foot white concrete domed structure that could either be prehistoric or from the distant future. Downey, 57, calls it the Clubhouse.
Very intimidating.” ~ Joe Nahem, Interior designer of the New York-based firm Fox-Nahem
Whimsy :)
“eXpressive signifier of the Downeys’ whimsy...opens dramatically into an eXpansive foyer with a saltwater aquarium. A wavy screen made of fiberglass beads in gray, brown and neon yellow separates a breakfast nook from the dining room; nearby, a jokey display case contains a pair of fake-marshmallow-tipped sticks with instructions to “break glass in case of fire.”
Yet the challenge of creating such an architectural oddity — a Buckminster Fuller folly by way of Beverly Hills — was clearly part of the fun.
Zuma Beach, Malibu, California

September 2022

"Awakens us to the healing wisdom of the Earth itself." p. 33 The Way of the Rose
Bonnie and Bill's 50th Wedding Anniversary 
Cards for Christine, Michelle, and Amanda
Divine Direction: end of life Doula, because ...
Everyone needs a listening Ear: "Everyone I know, everywhere I go / People need some reason to believe." ~ Jackson Browne 
Friday Flower
Golden Guidance
Home Happiness
"I'll find you when the sun goes black" ~ My Chemical Romance "Kids from Yesterday"
Jackson Browne - Running on Empty
"Knots we didn't even know were there gradually come undone." p. 96 The Way of the Rose
"Look around for the friends that I used to turn to to pull me through / Looking into their eyes, I see them running too." ~ Jackson Browne's "Running on Empty"
Most people have forgotten that their true voice comes up throught the soles of their feet." p. 99
"Now, we are the kids from yesterday" ~ My Chemical Romance
"O paper soul, and against all the preceding bitterness and bile, this One shining scrawl ... maybe I should fold you away to..."
"...Pull you out again in a decade, see whether the flowering that now seems promised, came;" ~ Keri Hulme The Bone People
"Quest for human supremacy has been fueled by a need for domination and control. The end result is a species-wide crusade against nature that value obedience and conformity, profit and power, and order above everything else. But within our hearts are the long dormant seeds of all that has sustained us through the axons-- the longing for love, the desire for beauty,  the wisdom of story and song, the yearning for connection and community." p. 98 The Way of the Rose by Clark Strand and Perdita Finn
Reading The Way of the Rose by Clark Strand and Perdita Finn is shifting everything I thought I *knew*
Saw a child Skipping to the School bus 9/9/22
"Understand that it is very difficult to accept the simplicity and truth of that." p. 67
Violet's Vibrance is invigorating
"When we were young, we used to say... We don't care about the message or the rules they make... 
You only live forever in the lights you make...You only hear the music when your heart begins to break" ~ "Kids from Yesterday" by My Chemical Romance
"Zen meditation practice p. 14...Zen koans, I began using the mystery of the rosary to untie the knots in my heart." p.48 The Way of the Rose by Clark Strand and Perdita Finn

Immortal Diamond: The Search for Our True Self by Richard Rohr

Amanuenis: someone who takes down dictation. [visceral response 17 Aug 22 "That's it! The ONLY BEING from whom I ought do that is GOD
"Bask in the accomplishments of bringing (^ that ^) into the world each day." SBB Simple Abundance 
"Come with empty hands...stare into the lake astonished, there, in the cold light reflecting pure snow, the true shape of your face." ~
David Whyte, "Tilicho Lake" p. 1
"Every viewpoint is a view from a point, and our vantage point is utterly changed by God. Only then is the gap overcome." p. 106
"Finding God... look in the very place [I] abandoned God." p. 108
"God has given such grace and given life so Abundantly and so Broadly- who am I to stand in God's way?" Acts 11:17 qtd p. xxv 
Humming p. xvii "I feel a presence, a reverence humming within me that was, and is, difficult to articulate." ~ Jane Fonda qtd p. xvii
"I am calling all of you, but so few of you allow yourselves to be chosen." Matthew 22:14 qtd p. 4 Immortal Diamond 
Julia Esquivel's Threatened with Resurrection: Prayers and Poems from an Exiled Guatemalan Woman
"...Know ourselves already resurrected!" ~ Julia Esquivel
"Late have I loved you! You were within, but I was without." St. Augustine Confessions
"My only job, and yours too, is to imitate God in the same love of life." The Book of Wisdom 11:23-12:1 qtd. p. xxv
"My deepest me is God!" St. Catherine of Genoa qtd. p. 5
"New kind of knowing." p. 60
"Our wounds are our glory," as Lady Julian of Norwich puts it, is the utterly counterintuitive message of the risen Jesus." p. 85
"Perfect spirituality is just to imitate God." p. xxv
"Quest: looking for an immortal diamond: something utterly reliable,  something loyal and true... unforgettable and shining." pp. 1-2
"Resurrection is when one moment reveals the meaningof all moments." p. 84
"Spirit-based morality : not motivated by outside reward or punishment but actually looking out from inside the Mystery yourself. So carrots are neither needed or helpful." p. 105
"There is a truth that lives within us that will be with us forever" 2 John 2 qtd. p. 2
"Union with the Divine." p. 123
Virtue of hope
"What I do is me: for that I came." ~ Gerard Manley Hopkins qtd. p. 18
eXquisite balance :  "beyond me and yet totally within me at the same time is the exquisite balance that most religion seldom achieves." p. 5
"Your soul is who you are in God and who God is in you." p. 16
Zen chores p. 111source


Other Birds by Sarah Addison Allen

"Audacity of finally feeling like she could let go of the ghost of her past." p. 248
Brugmansa:  source
Camille: "So it's time for me to go now... Because going doesn't mean all gone..." p. 275
Dancing With Dellawisps
Everyone wants those things, it’s not wrong.” p. 274
For the first time in five years, the memory of Camille hadn’t snowed, covering him with grief.” p. 276
Glints of raindrops lingering on Garden foliage.” p. 149
How odd that pretending to be someone elae made me happier than I was when I was just being myself." Roscoe Avanger p. 99 
Invisible does not always mean imaginary.” p. 94 "I go now to settle in a place where there is always happiness. But how can I be happy when my soul still needs to fly?” p.283
Javier plucked the menus from Christine’s hands.”
Kello’s used bookstore... “questionable standards on what was sellable...” p. 99
Lascivious tale…” p. 160 (this reminded me of Chaucer :)
Maybe some stories aren’t meant to be told.” p. 146
Not everything has to be real to be true.” p. 281 
Oliver Lime - Other Birds by Sarah Addison Allen
Pigeon spent her days on the patio, cooing with irritation and Peevishly knocking over cleaning supplies.” p. 96 Portentous p. 248 [being a grave or serious matter]
Quivering like bony branches.” p.141
Resting on your laurels isn't as comfortable as it sounds... it was more like sitting on thorns.” p. 122
Second chances are not to be wasted... on of the most valuable lessons we can ever learn.” p. 99
This grown-up thing isn’t for sissies.” p. 87 “There are birds, and then there are other birds." p. 123 
“…Until I had no voice left.” p. 284
Visual experience was like dreaming of faraway summer while staring at Christmas lights through a frosty window." p. 167
Witch ball  source
“could feel the eXcitement of summer coming...” p. 167
You’re good at sweeping people up in Your enthusiasm.” p.132
Zoey believed in things other people never would.” p. 94