I feel...

Admiration

Blessed

Cracked wide open

Disoriented and Discombobulated

Enormous sadness

Faith-Filled

Grateful for every time you held my hand and reminded me who I am

Honored to be your daughter

Intensely aware of the meaning of the word "grief" and Inspired to create

Jokes now make more sense and have even more meaning

Kindred

Love

Mournful
Noticing things I Never Noticed before
Open, Overwhelmed, and Overjoyed
Pause
Quiet
Rest
Strong
Tolerant
Unsteady
Vulnerable
Weary

eXhausted, but eXtremely grateful for every moment

Your smile will forever break my heart and sooth me...

ZigZagging from Zen-ish to Zoned out