Phantastes: A Faerie Romance for Men and Women by George MacDonald

A spirit . . . The undulating and silent well / And rippling rivulet, and evening gloom,
Now deepening the dark shades, for speech assuming / Held commune with him; as if he and it / Were all that was.” Shelley’s Alastor qtd. p. 1
"...Burnished by the moon." p. 8
Calceolaria p.30 also called lady's purse, slipper flower and pocketbook flower or slipperwort, is a genus of plants in the family Calceolariaceae Source
"...Deeper insatiableness" p.79
Earth drew me toward her p. 69 "
Faerie Romance p.9 "forsaking their fixed form, became fluent as the waters."
"Gush of wonderment and longing flowed over my soul like the tide of a great sea." p. 90
"...Harmony could not exist, except they all consented to some one end!" p. 56
"I saw thee ne'er before; I see thee never more / But live, and help, and pain , beautiful one, have made thee mine, til all my years are done." p. 49 "I am a part of the part, which at first was the whole.” p.92
          Goethe's Mephistopheles in Faust
Julie sent me this lovely painting
 a thank you for sunrises and sunsets :)
"Kissed me with the sweetest kiss of winds and odours. There was a cool faithfulness in the kiss that revived my heart wonderfully." p. 47
"Lovers parted for long, and meeting at last; with a gorgeous summer night to close up the whole." p.75
Must his shadow find him some day?” But I could not answer my own questions. p. 103
"...Notwithstanding that, in doing so, I left the light behind." p. 120
Old cover - 1894  2019 cover
"Perplexities of the mind which accompanies the return of consciousness. " p.1
"Quest that must end with the ultimate surrender of self."
 "Rippling with joy when experienced 
"She knew something too good to be told."
"This is what we call an “elevated” style, meaning it is higher than the usual, or real speech, of people. Shakespeare used it in his plays just as poets used it in their rhymes. It is not meant to be realistic. It is meant to be better, richer, more glorious than what we lowly humans actually speak." source
"Undulating, like a serpent of sound, along the walls and roof of this superb music-hall.
Vain thy plan / All that interests a man, is man.” ~ Henry Sutton qtd. Chapter III
"Why are all reflections lovelier than what we call the reality?" p.114
eXcitement in the woods
"...Yet is it a little window, that looketh upon a great world.” cover page
pale half-moon, halfway to the Zenith, was reviving every moment.

The Great British Baking Show

Arlette : are crispy cinnamon biscuits. They originate from the South of France and are similar to Palmier (elephant ears) biscuits.
Bavarois : is a dessert consisting of milk thickened with eggs and gelatin or isinglass, into which whipped cream is folded.
Choux pastry: is a delicate pastry dough used in many pastries. It contains only butter, water, flour, and eggs. Instead of a raising agent, it employs high moisture content to create steam during cooking to puff the pastry.
Decadent Desserts and... Dampfnudeln ~ German Steamed Buns
Enjoying this much more than I'd Expected. Thank you, Lynette
Frangipane is an almond filling where as marzipan is an almond-sugar paste that's so dense it can be formed into decorative shapes and painted in bright colors.
Ganache : is a glaze, icing, sauce, or filling for pastries, made from chocolate and cream
Halloumi  is a semi-hard, unripened cheese made from a mixture of goat's and sheep's milk, and sometimes also cow's milk. It has a high melting point and so can easily be fried or grilled, a property that makes it a popular meat substitute
Inscrutable : Impossible to understand or interpret. (term used to describe Mary)
Jaffa cake are biscuit-sized cakes introduced by McVitie and Price in the UK in 1927 and named after Jaffa oranges.
Knead love into everything ❤ 
Laminating dough refers to the process of folding butter into dough multiple times to create very thin alternating layers of butter and dough.dough butter dough butter
Meet the Hosts and Judges: source
Nemesis : timing ps. Netflix will not allow any screen shots.
Ombre is the gradual blending of one colour hue to another, usually moving shades from light to dark.
 An Ombre cake comprised of sponge and buttercream source
"Plumpcious" - Christine's "Oxford Nutty Cheese Loaf"
Quenelle: "a presentation technique which makes a three-sided oval shape out of soft, malleable dish components, like pâté, cream Chantilly or ice cream. Often used in desserts such as sorbets and mousses, or savoury dishes such as rillettes, a quenelle adds a touch of refinement to a dish - more visually appealing than a dollop or a heap." source
Quarter-final: Tudor style! 11/1/2021
Rong tea: Nadiya's Bay Leaf, Rong Tea, and Pear Tart
"Scrummy" :) "Squiffy ones"
Tuile is a baked wafer, French in origin, generally arced in shape, wafer thin, crisp, sweet, or savory, that is made most often from dough (but also possibly from cheese), definitely by watching "too much of The Great British Bake Off. As soon as I saw this "Tuile" popped into my brain :) thanks, Lynette ;)
Ugne : "...I just want to put my feet up and have a good rest. Cup of tea, no cake."
Victoria Sponges and...Vol-au-vent : small hollow case of puff pastry 
Windtortes : "these should be an
"eXtravaganza of beautiful meringe" - "eXceedingly good. Delicious!" 
Yuzu is a citrus fruit and plant in the family Rutaceae of East Asian origin.
Zivania is a Cypriot pomace brandy produced from the distillation of a mixture of grape pomace and local dry wines made from Xynisteri and Mavro grapes. 

I Have This Hope... and other favorite songs of late.

Adele's "Easy on Me" listen here
"As I walk this great unknown / Questions come and questions go / Was there purpose for the pain?
Did I cry these tears in vain? I don't want to live in fear / I want to trust that You are near / Trust Your grace can be seen / In both triumph and tragedy..." lyrics "I Have This Hope" by Tenth Avnue North listen here 
"But sometimes my faith feels thin / Like the night will never end / Will You catch every tear / Or will You just leave me here? But I have this hope / In the depth of my soul / In the flood or the fire / You're with me and You won't let go..." lyrics "I Have This Hope" by Tenth Avnue North listen here 
"Control" by Tenth Avenue North Click here to listen 
"Does Anybody Hear Her" by Casting Crowns click here to hear 2009!?! wow
listen to full song "Come As You Are" by Crowder

"Fierce" by Jesus Culture
"Great You Are" by Jordan Smith listen and see lyrics here
Hope” is the thing with feathers - (314) by Emily Dickinson
"I have this hope / In the depth of my soul / In the flood or the fire / You're with me and You won't let go" from "I Have This Hope" by Tenth Avnue North listen here 
"Jericho" by by Andrew Ripp listen here
"Keep Me In The Moment" by Jeremy Camp listen and see lyrics here
"Late Bloomer in the Mist" this image that feels hopeful  
"My hope was as false as it was vague" ~ Phantastes by George MacDonald
"No Matter What" by Ryan Stevenson feat. Bart Millard listen here
 "Out Of  My Hands" by Jeremy Camp listen here Olivia Lane "Woman at the Well" listen here
The Prayer by Danny Gokey and Natalie Grant listen here
Quest for Camelot animated movie was the first place I heard a version of the above song. See those lyrics and listen to Celine Dion here
River of Life by Mac Powell listen here and RATTLE! Elevation Worship listen here
Mary Wangerin 
Sunday, October 17, 2021 through... Thursday, October 28, 2021
"There is nothing more contagious than hope." p. 494 Hey God. Hey John. by John Roedel
 "Until Grace" Tauren Wells, Gary LeVox - Until Grace (Live)
Van Morrison's "Whenever God Shines His Light On Me" listen here
thank you, Lynette xo
"...Weary traveler, restless soul / You were never meant to walk this road alone / It'll all be worth it so just hold on / Weary traveler, you won't be weary long..." click image to listen
 (Lyric Video) - Jordan St. Cyr
Xavier Rudd: "Messages" click on the image below to listen
"You Never Let Go" by Matt Redmans - listen and see lyrics here
Zach Williams "Heaven Help Me" listen and see lyrics here

Current job title ... God’s plans...

 An inspirational story prompt came to my attention in a recent work email: "Also one day I would love to talk to you about your job title.  I’m an EA but also our resident nerd!"

Current job title: Information Systems Officer / Executive Assistant 

To write this story, I feel like I'd need to go back to high school, when "grownups" with the best of intentions were doing their best to guide me - and as I write that sentence, I realize once again, the source of both the inspiration, and the story. The who has been guiding my life. Always. God. Not because it's been "smooth sailing" (different story for a different time), but because things have unfolded in ways I could not have imagine and the result of anything I could have done. And so, it is with great Humility that I admit with all my heart: to God be the glory.

Technical college degree in data processing in 1981 served me well for the 15 years I spent as a computer programmer then project manager and finally group manger before I became a stay-at-home mom. Oh the places and the faces... God, was it all clearly mapped out, or did I wiggle about with my own priorities? During those 15 years as a defense contractor, supervisors and proposal writers had an increasingly difficult time with desparity between the work I was doing and my AS degree in "Data Processing"  and convinced me to at least be taking classes towards an engineering degree (electrical or computer), and so, I did, for years, one at a time, this dragged on for years and was very stressful. I disliked it so much, and while the money was good, and promised to get better, I knew it "wasn't me," and my "coping skills" were ruining my life. (Again, another story for another time). 

While enrolled at a college known for its engineering programs, I had a "break through" in my spiritual life" and changed my major to Human Services Counseling, asked God, if it be his will, that I become a Mom. His answer was swift and at age 35, we (both mu ex-hasband and I) left the defense industry and  moved from Virginia to North Carolina. Full-time, stay-at-home for 6 years and kept thinking about (and being nudged by my ex) to finish my degree. I was so close when we moved, an intership and a semester to go, but of the colleges I visited, only Meredith College would do. Thank you, God.

 note: many more photos in my blog posts 2008-2018

At the time, it seemed unfortunate that only about half of my credit hours be accepted. But! when I look back, and am still paying for all those Meredith classes, I am so very grateful for everything it took to finally walk across that stage with a degree in English, December 2006, with my Mom having made the trip down from Connecticut, and my 10 year old taking the best picture. I'd "found" a job in the library Media Services Department as a student worker the summer before, and wrote a proposal for a full-time position there as one of my very last papers for my degree. It would take another 18months, and a second part-time job, but I did eventually become Media Services Assistant and... here's where the"/" and the twist comes in. To make it work, the Dean had me split my time with helping her assistant, Gerry, manage the her office, and the entire library. Again, God's presence carried us all through when Gerry, in 2008 had a heart attack and quadruple by-pass surgery, and because of the time I'd already spent working with her, amd God's help, I could step in, and step up to the plate, so to speak.

Unfortunately, I continued to struggle financial and spiritually. In hindsight, had I flipped those two priorities, I now believe that trajactory of my life may not have been all that different, but certainly not nearly the struggle to be "in control" :)

2013-2018 short version: Shifted over to the building next to the library and was departmental assistant for four departments' heads - (one of whom has a birthday today) and then back to the library again when the opening came available to be the Dean's assistant (whose birthday is also today (Oct 14) 

In 2016, when my Dad passed, I began having a "crisis" that lasted for 2 years before I realized God was nudging me back to CT. I've written about that in at least a couple of other post and will add those links here later. In short, God not only provided the impetus, but the means as well. Great friends and mentors, sparks of inspiration about where and how to look and then, it happened. I applied for one position at Conn College, a "safe" bet they were slow to respond so I dug deeper into the description of the position and noticed one aspect was coordinating community outreach with a non-profit called F.R.E.S.H. (Food: Resources, Education, Security, Health). Their mission (and logo - click on it for more info)  grabbed my attention. Intrigued, I dug deeper. The Community Foundation of Eastern CT is on their website as a funder/partner. That website had exactly ONE job posting, and I was meant to find it. I applied, was called, interviewed with Janet and Pam via Facetime, if you can believe it, followed a couple of weeks later with another Facetime with Maryam, our President and CEO.

November 5, 2018 I began as the Administrative Assistant, primarily for Maryam, but also for our team, board members, donors, students, and our non-profit grantees. I've included all of those here, because that position is also receptionist in the fullest sense of the word. The position included many aspects of financial assistant work, so when Kathy left CFECT in February of 2020, I jumped at the chance to do more of that work and we hired an executive Assistant for Maryam. When the entire world changed, in March of 2020, and everyone began adapting to working from home, that job because quite different, and our new hire had a tough time getting the nuances of their role. Suddenly it was all about zoom meetings and keeping up with the onstant changes. My role as Finance Assistant was the one job that really needed to be done in the office,because it involves handling of checks, as well as depositing, copying, scanning, and getting mail from post office. The CEO's admin came back into the office to help, but it was challenging for her. She is a wonderful person, but was in a tough situation.
As a result, everything shifted again in July of this year (2021).  Job descriptions rewritten and combined the best bits of the two job descriptions, as well as outliner tasks that make doing more challenging. The result was an office admin position (Filled as of 10/18/21 yay!), and my new title: Information Systems Officer / Executive Assistant.


 It is quite the job description, but I'm always up for a challenge and will give it my all... Have I learned nothing? Always. Infinitely. Better. When I turn it all over to God, it might look something like this and that's okay!
 p. 271 Hey God. Hey John. by John Roedel

FYI - Turning it all over to God is one of the reasons I do cartwheels. Here's the link to that post: https://lunawings.blogspot.com/2014/07/the-abcs-of-why-i-do-cartwheels-july.html


October 24, 2021

Be present, Be committed , Be encouaging, Be constant, use your voice, care for yourself.
"Down on the speck... the people cried out 'We are here, we are here, we are here!" "
"Ebb and flow of life, relationships.... growth, fludity, freedom... intermittency" ~ Gift from the Sea (an extract) by Anne Morrow Lindbergh more here
"From sun in the summer. From rain when it's fall-ish / I'm going to protect them. No matter how small-ish!" ~ Horton Hears a Who! by Dr. Suess
"Grateful for finding an abundance of kindness rocks/860 Rocks on my walk yesterday at McCook's. A simple gesture that always brings a smile." ~ Elizabeth Bull
Intermittency : In dynamical systems, intermittency is the irregular alternation of phases of apparently periodic and chaotic dynamics, or different forms of chaotic dynamics. Click on the image for more
Koi_yoga_coaching : perfect post!
Listen with our whole heart, pay attention to details, Listen to your spirit as we pray
Meditation and prayer, prayer and Meditation 
Normal is not normal without change 
"Our True Home is in the Present Moment"by Thich Nhat Hanh
Prayer and meditation 
Quiet times throughout the day
Sacred Silence
Trust that it is not a matter of faith, but a matter of practice
"Use your voice..."
Voice 
What We Gain from Our Losses” - Rev. Dr. Claudia Highbaugh
eXperiences
Zagarenski's fabulous book The Whisper is my most current read, and new favorite. Not only is it incredibly inspiring, I feel as though I know her, or at least a glimpse of her "why" and "how"...   

October 2021 began in Onaway, MI - VACATION

Arrival/ Arriving was so sweet in every way
Black Lake was stunning even as we rounded the corner of "County Rd 489"
Capac MI to see Logan's friend Suzie and her Mom, Mary Drake, Cartwheel for Nick's 21st
 
Did it a Day late, but was Driving, so I think he'll forgive me ;)
Early mornings with my pup
Friends' Home for the next Sept 28, 2021 thru Oct 3 early am
"Give me views of heaven" p. 108 Valley of Vision 

Harrison's 28th  on the 20th

International Dark Sky Park 29 Sep 21
Jump in a lake! upon arrival 27 Sept 21
 
Kayaking and... 
Kim and Dave nextdoor neighbors such Kind and generous people 
Lynette & Mark ❤ The Bluffs on the Lake
Madeline turned 13  Thurday the 30th
Nick TURNED 21 while we were drivng ;) so his was in turned Capac (see "C" above)
 

Pie for breakfast  Puzzle fun

Quiet walks in the words with the pups
Rusty Dogz
St. Ignace, MI, Sightseeing, Swimming, and so much more...
Unusual dinner companion - I found them captivating ;)
Vacation!!! Oh what fun we had
Week at the Lake  luckily, we didn't see too many of these
SoreX cinereus is the scientific name for this R.O.U.S. we spotted. a.k.a. "the most widely distributed shrew in North America, where it is also known as the common shrew. Wikipedia
 Youthfulness 
Zen moment  photo by Lynette