Letting May Drift Away

Amanda's 30th Birthday and AAA
7am Tuesday, May 19, 2026
"Be where your feet are." Noah Kahan Busy Head Project
"Crucial Clarity of intention" and...
"Don't forget to breathe" p. 70 My Next Breath by Jeremy Renner
"Energy, a constantly connected, beautiful and fantastic Energy." p. 74 My Next Breath by Jeremy Renner
Feathering... the gas pedal of the Bolt, the opening of the screen of Mahjong game, and many on the ground when I walked to lunch and post office on Friday, May 22, 2026
"Grounded, confident manner that says you know difficulty is a natural part of life; it isn't personal." p. 152 Dear Friend ๐Ÿงก by Michelle Maros 
"Her silence more Heart-shatteringly eloquent than any words she could have said." p. 114 My Next Breath by Jeremy Renner 
 Inanity: the quality of being extremely silky, pointless, or lacking in real substance." 
"Just keep breathing... Just breathe..."
"Keep your eyes open." p. 73 My Next Breath by Jeremy Renner
Noah Kahan's "The Great Divide" listen ๐ŸŽถ here
 source 
"Please cancel my subscription to your issues." p. 124 My Next Breath by Jeremy Renner
Quote by Emily Dickinson that John Kincheloe share with me 10 years ago: “The career of flowers differs from ours only in inaudibleness. I feel more reverence as I grow for these mute creatures whose suspense or transport may surpass our own.” MORE poignant as my career takes yet another direction -> Retirement beings in 34 days - 
"Recognize what's simple about the simple things...allow the rest to fall into ego, meaningless things" p. 78 My Next Breath by Jeremy Renner
"...Shouldn't wait for the edge of the cliff before enjoying the mountainside that brought us there." p. 125 My Next Breath by Jeremy Renner 
"Thankful Spirit in all areas of my life." P. 150 Dear Friend
Ultimate truth. The continuance of the Spirit is what is true, and things that are truthful are love. The only thing that matters in life is love. Love, here on earth,  is our only currency; it is our energy and our existence,  and we take that energy with us into perpetuity." p. 78
"Victory of Loveland perseverance and survival against the odds." p. 134
Xavier Rudd "Follow the Sun" listen here @sarahaddisonallen
"Yearnings of Your soul." p. 153 Dear Friend ๐Ÿงก by Michelle Maros

Life and Death and My Next Breath

 Ajuga
Amanda's 30th is today, May 19, 2026
Behind The Scenes with Jeremy Renner on the Making Of Love and Titanium (Full) here
Casting Crowns' "Praise You In This Storm" listen here and Chicago's "Wishing You Were Here" listen here
Demons by Kenny Chesney listen here ๐ŸŽถ 
"Every choice you make has power. You are moving towards your values, desires, and goals." p. 147 Dear Friend I really needed to read those words this morning ๐Ÿ™21 May 2026
"Feels Like" by Gracie Abrams listen here
Gratitude unlocks the fullness of life. It turns what we have into enough, and more. It turns denial into acceptance, chaos to order, confusion to clarity. It can turn a meal into a feast, a house into a home, a stranger into a friend. Gratitude makes sense of our past, brings peace for today and creates a vision for tomorrow." ~ Melody Beattie 
"Hold On To The Light" by Jack Johnson & Hermanos Gutiรฉrrez listen here
"I place on the altar of dawn / The quiet loyalty of breath / The tent of thought where I shelter / Waves of desire I am shore to / And all beauty drawn to the eye. / May my mind come alive today / To the invisible geography / That invites me to new frontiers / To break the dead shell of yesterdays / To risk being disturbed and changed. / May I have the courage today /  To live the life that I would love / To postpone my dream no longer / But do at last what I came here for / And waste my heart on fear no more." ~ Excerpt from 'A Morning Offering' from To Bless the Space Between Us by John O'Donohue
 Dawn, 9 May 2026
Josie, our love  


"Knowledge defeated anxiety every time." p. 42 My Next Breath by Jeremy Renner 
Lilac and bright blue skies
 18 May 2026
My Next Breath: A Memoir by Jeremy Renner
Noah Kahan, Hozier - Northern Attitude, Stick Season, and Homesick :)
"Our lives are frittered away by lack of focus." ~ Sarah BanBreathnach Simply Abundance May 18 essay
Prince of Tides movie revisited 33 years later. Even more Powerful in different ways with new eyes and Perspective.
"Quest to find tge most fundamental thing to life: my next breath." p. 34 My Next Breath by Jeremy Renner 
"Redemption Song" by Bob Marley & The Wailers listen here
"Stick Season" by Noah Kahan  listen here
"Tell Your Heart To Beat Again (Live)" by Danny Gokey LISTEN here
Urgency to get everything "done" at work is already dissipating
Vital tasks without which who knows what would have happened... Vast waves of pain... an unruly ocean." p. 49
"Wait" by Jeremy Renner listen here 
an eXtra "Y"
"You are the ocean and I am the earth..." ~ "Wait" by Jeremy Renner listen ๐ŸŽถ here

May 1-13, 2026 Life will Never be the Same

"Adventuring into an odd new place..." ~ Jimmy Fallon
Brothers: Collective Divinity of Love ❤️ 
"Cracklin' Rosie" by Neil Diamond
"Dust In The Wind" by Kansas listen here
"Eden is that old-fashioned House we dwell in Every day." ~ Emily Dickinson
Flower Moon
Glow
 "It’s a wonder I haven’t abandoned all my ideals, they seem so absurd and impractical. Yet I cling to them because I still believe, in spite of everything, that people are truly good at heart." ~ Anne Frank, July 15, 1944
Jodi Picoult's By Any Other Name invites us to ask: Who really wrote Shakespeare's plays?
Kenny Chesney's "The Life" listen here
Misquamicut with Mom
Nicholas Joseph Law and his Mom, Christine Marciano Law, September 2014, Napatree 
Obituary  ๐Ÿ’” here
Placed a hold on Theo of Golden: a novel by Allen Levi
"Quixotic pursuitof bookseller." p. 23 Time Was Soft There by Jeremy Mercer
Reprioritize everything
 "Stories are told; friendships are born..."abut Theo of Golden: a novel by 
Tim McGraw - Humble And Kind (Official Music Video)
Unbelieveable tragedy ๐Ÿ˜ข ๐Ÿ’” 
Video of May 1 Misquamicut 
"Welcome to Wherever You Are" ~ The West Wing Season 7 Episode 15
XOXOXOXO 
"Your ability to discern what is and isn't for you... will allow you to create space for all the good to come." ~ Dear Friend by Michelle Maros p. 139
Zwain, Hana. We all love you so much xo