Falling Upward by Richard Rohr


"lever and a place to stand" ~ Archimedes "...so that we can move the world just a little bit." p. vii ~ "The Invitation to a Further Journey" by Richard Rohr Falling Upward: A Spirituality for the Two Halves of Life
"But never confuse these instruments with your profound 'ability to share in the divine nature' itself (2 Peter 1:4)." p.98
Courage to go forward at this point unless [you] have a guide, a friend... a soul friend, or a stumbling block to guide..." p. 49
"Divine encounter or honest relationship." p. 43
"Everything that rises must converge." qtd Teilhard de Chardin p.109
"From God, who is our home... shades of the prison house begin to close upon the growing boy, but he holds the light, and whence it flows..." ~ William Wordsworth qtd p. 99 
"God wanted to give human beings their fullness right from the beginning, but they were incapable of receiving it, because they were still little children." ~ St. Irenaeus (125-203 A.D.), Against Heresies
"Homes are not meant to be lived in - but only to be moved out from." p xvii I first read this on 8/23/19 wow - just - wow
 "Healing of your amnesia... is the rediscovery of the still-enchanted world of a happy child, but now includes the maturing experiences of love, unique life journey, all your relations, and just enough failures to keep you honest and grounded." p. 104
 "Integrity largely has to do with purifying our intentions and a growing honesty about our actual motives. IT is hard work." p. xv
"Keep the soul open for something more" p. 63
"Law and freedom are necessary for spiritual growth" p.35 "Love only happens in the realm of freedom." p. 79
Matthew 5:21-48 "Jesus says seven times in a row 'The Law says... but I say'...while also assuring us that he 'has not come to throw out the law but to bring it to completion" (7:17)" p. 35-36
"Not in entire forgetfulness. And not in utter nakedness, but trailing clouds of glory do we come..."
"Once you see that your 'sin' and your gift are two sides of the same coin, you can never forget it." p. 61
"Paradoxically, your loyal soldier gives you so much security and validation that you may confuse [that] voice with the very voice of God. If this inner and critical voice has kept you safe for many years as your inner voice of authority, you may end up not being able to hear the real voice of God. (Please read that sentence again for maximum effect!) ... 'still small voice' of God (1 Kings 19:13 that gives us our power instead of always taking our power. pp. 46-7
Quotes Archimedes again, "you must have both 'a lever and a place to stand' before you can move the world." p.27
"Resistance to change and growth ... Jesus called it 'straining out gnats while swallowing camels' (Matthew 23:24)... Sin happens whenever we Refuse to keep growing... Rise up from the stumbling stone" pp. 48, 51, 71
"Seems we need a foil, a goad, a wall to butt up against to create a proper ego structure and a strong identity." p. 33 "Spiritually speaking, there are no dead ends." p.43 "Swimming in infinity" p. 103
"Those who whine about parents and authority for too long invariably remain or become narcissists themselves." p. 34
"Unconditional love will have the last word!" p. 33
Very birth of the soul is the death of the death of the false self. p.50 "Victory for both God and us" p. 71
"What would be good for the next seven generations?" p. 32
eXceptions keep us humble and searching, and not rushing towards resolutions to ally our anXiety." p. 55
"Yahweh was creating a good limit situation for Adam and Eve when he told them not to eat the apple, fully knowing that they would." p. 31
Zen masters say 'the face you had before you were born' who you objectively are from the beginning, in the mind and heart of God... "It is your substantial self, your absolute identity, which can be neither gained nor lost by any technique, group affiliation, morality, or formula whatsoever. The surrendering of our false self... is the necessary suffering needed to find 'the pearl of great price' that is always hidden inside this lovely but passing shell." p.86

Reflections before 60

Things my 13 year old self might say to my nearly 60 year old self, and vice versa...
All shall be well, and all shall be well, and all manner of thing shall be well... Julian of Norwich, but! yesterday evening (Oct 5, 2019) I noticed a very similar "note to self"  in a journal, written a decade before I went back to college and first heard of Julian. so... as good a place as any to begin this very special ABC list...
Believe, in God, and His plan for your life. BBrave, but gentle, and know, God's got this.
Courageous even. Courageous enough to say, and mean "Come to Me…" ~ Matthew 11:28. Courageous enough to "...Climb the cross of the present and let the illusions die." W.H. Auden
Delight yourself first... then others can be truly Delighted." I noticed this quote again Oct 5, 2019 in this book I have had in my possession for more than 2 decades:
"Everything belongs to you, and you belong to Christ, and Christ belongs to God" 1 Corinthians 3:23 isn't that "Enough"?! You are Enough, God is Enough. 
Fear - wow - what can I say about Fear but that it has eaten you up long enough! Fear God, as  taught in catechism, was not intended such a tripping point. Fear of the Lord, one of the seven gifts of the Holy Spirit, given at Baptism, does not mean being afraid of God. God, our Father, who art in Heaven... always loves and Forgives. Do not become scared and scarred, but rather, be in joyful awe of God’s grandeur and a grateful awareness that only in Him do we Find true peace our heart.
"Grace knows your name... God's not done with you yet..." and, of course, Gratitude, for God is with us, and we are never alone. ever.
"God's Not Done (with you yet)" by Tauren Wells listen here 
Home will have many meanings. Here are a few ... created shortly after my Dad died
 (probably not a great thing to tell a 13 year old, but... the truth is, everyone dies, and we were blessed to have him in our lives for as long as we did). Here is the last picture of us together, taken by Mom at St. Clair after a traditional summer Sunday breakfast - this was a week before Father's Day, 2016
 June 12, 2016 
 clipped from a magazine about 20 years ago, and had it taped to the visor of the car when our child was quite young. Such an Important reminder.
Joy. Joy is so very important  Joy is different than happiness. see Galatians 5:22
"...Joy...once you feel it, you will know hope, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control. And it is in those feelings, that you will come to know God." source
"...Keep growing, keep humble, and Keep living in happy wonder... Know there is an ever deeper and tested kind of happiness out ahead of you. But you do not know that yet in the early years! Which is why those in the second half of life must tell you about it." ~ pp. 110-112 Richard Rohr's Falling Upward: A Spirituality for the Two Halves of Life
Listen to Logan, Listen to nieces, nephews, and great nieces and nephews. Listen to Misty breathing while she sleeps next to you as you type this. Listen to your Mom; she's right more than you'd care to admit. Listen to the ocean waves, and the harbor ripples. LISTEN. Listen in the garden, Listen to the garden, and the gardener. "LISTEN... Listen to the wind. Listen to the birds. Listen to the crickets and the frogs. Listen very quietly to your breathing... all of Life is breathing with us." each breath a smile by Sister Susan based on teaching by Thich Nhat Hanh   
 photo by Rosemary whom we'd just met.
Mom. What can I say about my Mom ... she called as I was typing that :) What can I possibly say about being Mom? I have an entire other blog site for that, but at the moment...
 No words. Nada. Not at this time. NothingNeed some time. This has been yet another pivotal year, and right Now, I Need wisdom and guidance. I love this picture. Andie took as we three headed to NYC ... 
we took this picture right after his trip to see Liam in Netherlands. So much hope for this Next chapter.. in New London. Dear God, grant me wisdom to trust your plan for what is Next, and Next and Next. Amen xo love, Jackie age 58, October 17, 2019
"Our mature years are characterized by a kind of bright sadness and a sober happiness..." p. 117 
Peace, be still, and ..." Plant a seed, or hundreds, or thousands of seeds. Dig your fingers into the earth, plant your feet on the earth and Practice breathing deeply, connecting...
Quiet your mind, because... and Quit trying to please everyone - or anyone else for that matter
Relax more (Logan has been trying to teach me that for years (Misty too)... Realize you can learn from your dog. 

Secretly Scatter Sunflower Seeds all around town :) and...
 "found" 10/5/19 in an old journal with a Mary Engelbreit drawing while tweaking this post.
 "Stand in your own space and know you are there." ~ Anson Heigel
She Used To Be Mine” by Sara Bareilles  
It's not simple to say / That most days I don't recognize me ...

I still remember that girl / She's imperfect, but she tries...
She is good, but she lies/ She is hard on herself

She is broken and won't ask for help / She is messy, but she's kind...
Growing stronger each day 'til it finally reminds her

To fight just a little, to bring back the fire in her eyes
That's been gone, but used to be mine
She is messy, but she's kind...
"There are some things you will learn best in calm, and some in storm." ~ Willa Cather, The Song of the Lark
Unified field: Annie Dillard referred to it as "our complex and inexplicable caring for each other." Buddhists call it the Great Compassion...[Einstein's quest, Buckminster Fuller, among others]... Jesus found and named the Unified field beneath all the contradictions. p. 59 Richard Rohr Falling Upward
Visit friends and relatives ...
When you plant a seed of love, it is you that blossoms." ~ Ma Jaya
eXcept... You probably don't need to plant these seeds, God's got that covered, but I like this cool image and it accompanied the quote, so I wanted to keep them together for you :) 
"Your self-image is not substantial or lasting; it is just created out of your own mind, desire, and choice - and everybody else's preferences for you!" ~ Richard Rohr. so... "Yes!" to life as often as you possibly can!! and wear Yellow more often Yellow looks good on you :) and remember:
"Zen masters call it 'the face you had before you were born.' This self cannot die and always lives, and is your True Self." ~ p. 130 Richard Rohr Falling Upward

Reconnecting with a sister of my soul ...

"Autumn writes her own poetry, we are merely observers." ~Terri Guillemets
"Bright Sunlight Boosts Melatonin" 
Comfrey - a lovely flowering plant I recently spotted on our beautiful campus
Dream big... Divine... "Dancing right before your eyes" (about min 8
"Each time I find a forest... 'the land knows you, even when you are lost.' " ~ Robin Wall Kimmerer qtd by Mandy Smith 
"Give thanks to Mother Earth." ~ Mandy Smith
Holl and Lane Magazine blog. click here for latest installment
"I am out with lanterns looking for myself." ~ Emily Dickinson
 thank you, Pamela Zagarensjki
Jack Huber's passing...
"Keeping truths, and weaving connections."  love this part of description of one of my soul's friends by Holl and Lane
"Led me back to my center... Lessons are embedded in my heart." ~ source
"Mandy L. Smith wishes for every being to actualize their potential. She walks lightly honoring the sacredness of Nature and the wildness of this present path, delving into the depths of Being." part of bio by  Holl and Lane
"Nothing and everything" ~ The Pause by Mandy Smith
October's full moon : "A heavy, quiet full moon for me. Yesterday, my mind felt like cotton batting. It was all about Silence. " by salixfaerie
"Pause: In every moment there is a pause." ~ The Pause by Mandy Smith
"..Quenching our thirst, for providing strength and nurturing life for all beings..." ~ Braiding Sweetgrass: Indigenous Wisdom, Scientific Knowledge, and the Teachings of Plants by Robin Wall Kimmerer
 photo by salixfaere
"Right now, the clouds are slowly rolling out and soon, clear skies and clarity will arise." ~ Mandy Smith
"Stoke the embers of remembering and manifesting." 
"That land, the forest, she knew me. She held space for me to weep, to dance, to discover, to dream. She taught me to trust my intuition and to once again express gratitude." - @salixfaerie ⠀
Universe  saying 'hang on' thank you Mandy
"Vernal pools, also called vernal ponds or ephemeral pools, are temporary pools of water that provide habitat for distinctive plants and animals." wikipedia
"Waves become sustainable when they are compressible because that limits destructive interference. Imagining substantial waves. Waves of substance. A harmonic cascade through dimensions."
eXpression of gratitude
Yes! I can do that!
Zen Mama's message of the day: 

Quiet time, with God

And the Spirit of the LORD will rest on Him— The Spirit of wisdom and understanding, The Spirit of counsel and strength, The Spirit of knowledge and of the [reverential and obedient] fear of the LORD — And He will delight in the fear of the LORD, And He will not judge by what His eyes see, Nor make decisions by what His ears hear” ‭‭ISAIAH‬ ‭11:2-3
Be strong in the LORD and the strength of His might.” Ephesians 6:10
Choose to grow with God, Covered with His full armour
Devour the Gospel ... Ask, Believe, Choose... Discover HOPE
Every single morsel... Evidence of being in the Spirit: Paul's Prayer for the Ephesians …so that Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith. Then you, being rooted and grounded in LOVE, may have power, together with all the saints, to comprehend the length and width and height and depth of His LOVE, and to know the love of Christ that surpasses knowledge, that you may be filled with all the fullness of God.…Ephesians 3:17-19
Focal point? God is Enough. Saturate Self in Truth
God's priorities first, and most important priorities of the day
Helmet of salvation... Holding a powerful vision... let the truth of God's love saturate your mind...
Joy count it all Joy count James 1:2
LOVE remains at the center of all
Offer forgiveness... End of Lesson 9 Ephesians by J.D. Greear on Right Now Media
Put on the whole armor of God ... Power through Peace. "Peace..." end of both Paul's letter to the Ephesians and Lesson 35, the last lesson of The Way of Mastery by Shanti Christo Foundation
 with God in the very early mornings, all week long
Reading, Resting, Renewal
Shanti Christo means “the Peace of the Anointed One”
"Turn your face to the sun and the shadows fall behind you" ~ Māori proverb
"Unintended consequences" ~ The Good Place Season 3 Episode 11
Vehicle through which creation extends itself
Word of God, sword of the spirit... Ephesians 6:17
 eXtinguish fiery lies with Shield of Faith, by putting on the full armour of God... J.D. Greear
"You, therefore, will be perfect [growing into spiritual maturity both in mind and character, actively integrating godly values into your daily life], as your heavenly Father is perfect." ~ Matthew 5:48 
"Zappy-zappy marble-marble" ~ The Good Place Season 3 Episode 11, October 3, 2019

For Martha from Jan 12, 2016 to now, today, this moment with love xo

Anniversary of the discovery of the Mountain of the ...watch short video here
Butterflies 
Celestine Yoga and Movement Arts restorative yoga
"Eat responsibly" - what does that mean? article by Wendell Berry
"Food economy begins with planting and birth" from the same article
Give much deserved Gratitude to yourself: mind, body and spirit 
Humans live on one-quarter of what they eat; on the other three-quarters lives their doctor.” ~ Egyptian pyramid inscription, 3800 B.C.
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Join us for this special class designed to help you relax and unwind - click here for details
Letting Go : Star Yoga : A great blog post for this time of year
Martha Fonville photo is from May 2014
Noble elements: earth, air, fire, and water are the topic of this Daniel Vitalis post
Our happiness and contentment naturally expand when we are living a purposeful life... It may only be a subtle sense that we are where we need to be, and doing what needs to be done, but that is the heart of a purposeful life.”
"Quality" is mentioned four separate times in the article, perhaps because it is so important.
Receive, Relax, Renew.
 Self-love Restorative Yoga Workshop 

Tam Higgins, Thank you for posting this: 
Understanding daily energy needs with Dr. Pedram Shojai
 Thank you for both "V and "W", Meaghan
Who you think you are is the dust on your own heart. Practice clears the dust to reflect your true beauty.” - Krishna Das
eXternal eXpression of happiness right down to the genes
 Dr. Wayne Dyer, Jan 9, 2012