Movie: To The Wonder

"An avalanche of tenderness ... the world so far away a ghost / Ashes / mirror
Break the chains -- Be free
Christ always with us, as a crown which we wear, as a friend at our side. 
Christ be with me.
Christ before me.
Christ behind me.
Christ in me.
Christ beneath me.
Christ above me.
Christ on my right. Christ on my left.
Christ in the heart. Thirsting. We thirst.
Flood our souls with Your Spirit and Life
So completely / That our lives may only be a reflection of Yours.
Shine through us /Show us how to seek you / We were made to see you. 
December 29, 2020 movie treasure for the senses
"Everywhere you are present / And I still can't see you / You're with me / Around me / And I have no experience of you. Not as I once did. / Why don't I hold onto what I've found? / My heart is cold..."
"Flood our souls with your spirit and life . . . so completely that our lives may only be a reflection of yours.  Shine through us. Show us how to seek you. We were made to see you. 
Gulls cawing...
"How calm she is / Forever at peace [?] How long will you hide Yourself? / Let me come see you. Let me not pretend..." dug a little deeper to find out more, remembering something read years ago (see "S") 
"I write on water what I dare not say / I try to cradle you / to make you contain yourself"
"Jesus insists on choice. The one thing he condemns utterly is avoiding the choice. To choose is to commit yourself. And to commit yourself is to run the risk, is to run the risk of failure, the risk of sin, the risk of betrayal. But Jesus can deal with all of those. Forgiveness he never denies us. The man who makes a mistake can repent. But the man who hesitates, who does nothing, who buries his talent in the earth, with him he can do nothing."

"Love makes us one / two one / What is this Love / That loves us? / That comes from nowhere / From all around. The sky. / You, cloud / You love me, too / Love that loves us... Thank you."
Man is in revolt against God. The prophet Hosea saw in the breakdown of his marriage the spiritual infidelity of his own people. In that broken marriage we see the pattern of our world. We wish to live inside the safety of the laws. We fear to choose. 
Newborn /  I open my eyes / I melt / Into the eternal flame [God] / A spark / I fall / into the flame
You brought me out of the shadows / You lifted me from the ground /brought me back to life...
"Open me. Enter me / Show me how to love you [Lord] / Why do we come back down? 
Odes of Solomon, written in the first centuries after Christ : "...The Lord is on my head like a crown / And I shall never be without Him / They have woven for me a crown of truth / And it caused Your branches to blossom in me / For it is not like a parched crown that blossoms not / For You live upon my head / And have blossomed upon me / Your fruits are full and complete / They are full of Your salvation…" What greater treasure is there than the blessings described? Christ always with us, as a crown which we wear, as a friend at our side."
Prayer St. Patrick’s Breastplate, as well as the final scene of  Terrence Malick’s To The Wonder, which adapts that prayer and...literally turns into a prayer, then ends.
Quintana: "Jesus insists on choice"
"Run the risk of failure, the risk of sin, the risk of betrayal... Jesus can deal with all of those..."
"Sight"  "The Lady and the Unicorn" tapestry one of six, this one represents sight - and she was - it is said - depicted "sad" (as opposed to calm see "H") source 

There is love that is like a stream that can go dry when rain no longer feeds it. But there is a love that is like a spring coming up from the earth. The first is human love, the second is divine love and has its source above.”
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Utterly! “The one thing [Jesus] condemns utterly is avoiding the choice. To choose is to commit yourself, and to commit yourself is to run the risk of failure, the risk of sin, the risk of betrayal. But Jesus can deal with all of those. Forgiveness he never denies us. The man who makes a mistake can repent. But the man who hesitates, who does nothing, who buries his talent in the earth, with him he can do nothing."
"Visual poem" is description given in this article "Love That Loves Us: The Two Loves of To the Wonder" by Paul Maher Jr.
"Women Who Brought Spices" article by Fr. Timothy Danaher, O.P. source
"catholiceXchange.com/women-brought-spices"
We climbed the steps to the wonder ... Where are you leading me? Teach us where to seek you. 
"You SHALL love (Jesus' one commandment) whether you like it or not / You feel your love has died
perhaps it's waiting to be transformed into something higher ... 

The Path Made Clear? 2020 Vision

"As you begin to identify the seeds of knowing along your own path, the first question to ask yourself is, "What do I believe?" p.16 The Path Made Clear by Oprah Winfrey
Beautiful resource for achieving a life lived in service of God's purpose for your life: Bible
Contents of Oprah's book looked promising: "The Seeds, The Roots, The Whispers, The Clouds, The Map, The Road, The Climb, The Give, The Reward, Home." lovely images/ideas but, not quite "it"
Do not be Daunted by the... 
"Enormity of the world's grief. Do justly now, love mercy now, walk humbly now. You are not obligated to complete the work, but neither are you free to abandon it.” Micah 6:8 source
Fredrick Faber quote: "Only to sit and think of God, Oh what a joy it is!" qtd. The Pursuit of God by A. W. Tozer.
Garden Cottage of Peace and Love
"How body from spirit slowly does unwind, until we are pure spirit at the end." Theodore Roethke
"If you do not give right attention to the one you love, it is a kind of killing. When you are in the car together, if you are lost in your thoughts, assuming you already know everything about her, she will slowly die." ~ Thich Nhat Hanh
Jesus made the path clear for all who will follow Him
Lord, I give you my heart source
 Meredith College Greenhouse and apartments "Clouds" September 29, 2018
"No one need be downcast, for Jesus is the joy of heaven, and it is His joy to enter into sorrowful hearts." p. 38 The Pursuit of God by A. W. Tozer
Only God Himself can teach you everything you need to know about your giftedness. Only the Holy Spirit can do the work of shaping and coordinating all areas of your life so that they brightly reflect the light of the Lord..." from Passion & Purpose by Charles Stanley  source
Path
 Quaint, old English classic, The Cloud of Unknowing : 'Lift up thine heart unto God with a meek stirring of love; and mean Himself, and none of His goods. And thereto, look thee loath to think on aught but God Himself. So that nought work in thy wit, nor in thy will, but only God Himself. This is the work of the soul that most pleaseth God.”
Romans 12:1-2 "I beseech you therefore, brethren, by the mercies of God, that you present your bodies a living
Sacrifice, holy, acceptable to God, which is your reasonable service. And do not be conformed to this world, but be...
 Transformed by the renewing of your mind, that you may prove what is that good and acceptable and perfect will of God."
"Unknowing", at which point one may begin to glimpse the nature of God. ~ The Cloud of Unknowing
Visual poem,” the  Terrence Malick film To The Wonder, topic of next blog post, maybe.
"Winter be gentle and kind, a season of rest from the wheel of the mind."~ John Geddes ~
"neXt year's words await another voice / And to make an end is to make a beginning."
~  T.S. Eliot ~ Little Gidding 
"You wake up. Then you wake up some more. One self dies. Another is born. It’s an evolution of consciousness. If you look at the way God created the world, it's always about a seed and a sprout and a flower [or fruit]. And then it goes back to seed. It's always about process and unfolding. We're on a journey of greater and greater consciousness, becoming more compassionate, more loving, and that is a life long spiraling ” ~ Sue Monk Kidd on the Evolution of Consciousness
"Zadok, you know there have been unjust kingdoms and unjust rulers and pretenders and liars who have ruled and governed. How can a simple people know which is a kingdom with faults but led by men of God, and which is a kingdom unworthy of men’s submission? How can a people know?” ~ Gene Edwards' A Tale of Three Kings

December online worship services

"As You Find Me" as sung by Jamie Joyce Lifepointe Worship listen here 
Beautiful song by clicking here "But if this Borrowed Breath is Yours Lord, Take it all"
'Cause I need Your love More than anything I'm in I'm Yours. Your love's too good to leave me here
Divine - Oh night - Oh night Divine when Christ was born
Ephesians  1:13 "In him you also, when you heard the word of truth, the gospel of your salvation, and believed in him, were sealed with the promised Holy Spirit"
Faithful and and your are gracious and I am just grateful 
Grace to spare For all my mistakes And that part just wrecks me
"Hark! The Herald Angels Sing" beautiful (min 1:03:04)
"I've been strong And I've been broken within a moment / I've been faithful And I've been reckless at every bend. I've held everything together And watched it shatter / I've stood tall and I have crumbled In the same breath / I have wrestled And I have trembled toward surrender... I was found Before I was lost. I was Yours Before I was not" "As You Find Me" lyrics
 "Jesus' Favorites" // Luke 2:8–20 listen and watch here
King of Kings - Lord of Lords
Mighty God. Mediator
New born King
"O Holy Night Night - when Christ was born..." (minute 22 Summit Service)

"Plundered blessing Till I've been desperate to find redemption And every time I turn around, Lord You're still there" lyrics "As You Find Me"
Quintessence of prayer: "The Lord's Prayer" Matthew 6:9-15
"Radio inside your heart by which God can communicate" ~ Santosh Poonan
"Somehow this kind of love is who You are. It's a grace I could never add up. To be Somebody You still want But somehow You love me as You find me" lyrics "As You Find Me"
"To think You don't need a single thing and still want my heart"
This moment: The window of opportunity is right in front of us
Unwrapping the gift every day - Lord, Jesus I am ready to receive you. I surrender now
Vulnerable Savior
"Who am I To think Your glory needs my praises." lyrics "As You Find Me
eXodus 15:1-3 "The Lord is my strength and my defense; he has become my salvation. He is my God, and I will praise him, my father's God, and I will exalt him."
"You wear the scars For all my mistakes And that part just wrecks me. Your love's too good to leave me here If You want my heart I won't second guess... Your love's too good to leave me."