Spring Growth from 3/29/2009 to 3/31/2020

As the song says...
"Big Girls Don't Cry" by Fergie "I need some shelter of my own protection... To Be with myself and center...
Clarity, peace, serenity..."
"Do not say that I'll depart tomorrow because even today I still arrive." ~ "Peace Is Every Step"
"Each flower smiles with me." ~ Thich Nhat Hanh
 Fergie's "Big Girls Don't Cry" watch here
Growth even, and perhaps especially, through Grieving
"How green, how fresh all that grows / How cool the wind blows...
...It turns the endless path to joy... I still arrive, in order to laugh and to cry, in order to fear and to hope.
Joy." ~ "Peace Is Every Step" by Thich Nhat Hanh
"Keeping Holding On" by Avril Lavigne listen and watch here
"Look deeply: I arrive in every second to be a bud on a spring branch / to be a tiny bird, with wings still fragile, learning to sing in my new nest / to be a caterpillar in the heart of a flower / to be a jewel hiding itself in a stone.~ "Peace Is Every Step" by Thich Nhat Hanh 
"My joy is like spring / so warm it makes flowers bloom in all walks of life / My pain is like a river of tears, so full it fills the four oceans." ~ Thich Nhat Hanh "Being Peace"
"Nothing to do with you/  It's personal, myself and I / We've got some straightenin' out to do / And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket / But I've got to get a move on with my life / It's time to be a big girl now And big girls don't cry..."
"and so the door of my heart can be left Open, the door of compassion / You are me and I am you / It is Obvious that we are inter-are."
Poem by Thich Nhat Hanh: "Interrelationship"
Quietly listen to the whispers from within...
"Rain has washed away all of yesterday's cares and worries, the sun and breeze are drying up any remaining tears..." ~ JBL 3/29/2009
"Shining red sun is my heart. Peace is every step." ~ Thich Nhat Hanh
"Time to be with myself and center..." ~ "Big Girls Don't Cry" by Fergie
Until we get in touch with our innermost longing and its fulfillment we will continue to feel:
Vulnerable
"...While the water that has soaked the earth is pushing forth much growth. I love it! ~ JBL 3/29/09
eXercise self-love muscle until it eXpands beyond anything you ever felt before
You cultivate the flower in yourself so that I will be beautiful /  I transform the garbage in myself so that you do not have to suffer / I support you--you support me / I am here to bring you peace you are here to bring me joy." ~ Thich Nhat Hanh
Zen? Perhaps, but an intimate relationship with God and loving one's self first changes everything.

Warm Winter Weekend with Kris and Mads

Kristen, Madeline and I had a wonderful warm winter weekend walk! :) So glad I drove to Richmond to see them. Kyle had a soccer game in Fayetteville and came home to luscious lasagna! Kristen is doing a fabulous job of juggling it all - and returned to work Monday morning after her extended maternity leave. These pictures say it all :)











Playtime....
Bathtime.....















After breakfast, nap and walk on Sunday afternoon :)

Fabulous February

As February began on a
Bright Sunday morning (in 2009), I watched the sunrise, with gratitude for a beautiful,
Clear sky, my joyful child, and poetry…
Don't recall the mention of a poem when we read The Outsiders together, but they did and recalled it was "by someone Frost? Jack Frost?" hahaha – love that sense of humor
Eye to Eye
Face to Face 
Grateful for Bob and Kerry, their love, commitment, hospitality, and generosity of spirit
Habakkuk 2:2 "write my message plainly... carry the correct message to others"
Inspirational reminders from a tea bag tag: "The purpose of life is to enjoy every moment."
Just how grateful I am for so many things
"Kingfisher fishing"   thank you for sharing this, Elosie
Love MONTH - I Love it! and this post from Lizbeth, thank you
"And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love. ~ I Corinthians 13:13 (Artwork by Masha D'yans)
My prayer is that we would consistently return to him and to these beautiful simple powerful truths...that we would seek and conform to his example and be broken free from our own. May we empty ourselves and be broken so that we may be filled completely. Faith hope love. Our faith and hope allows the fullness of his love to dominate our heart our mind our life and our communities
"Nature's first green is gold / Her hardest hue to hold / Her early leaf's a flower / But only so an hour / Then leaf subsides to leaf / So Eden sank to grief / So dawn goes down to day / Nothing gold can stay. ~ "Nothing Gold Can Stay" ~  By Robert Frost
"One action I could take today to demonstrate excellence or real value is..." ~ Brendan Bouchard
"Pleasures newly found are sweet / When they lie about our feet: February last my heart/ First at sight of thee was glad..." ~ "To the Same Flower" by William Wordsworth
Quotes Made with Love Facebook post: thank you, Donna
"Receive and give the gift of love ever more continuously along with the gifts of his Holy Spirit." 1/24/19
Sarah BanBreathnach's Romancing the Ordinary
Three Little Birds" ? :) artist, Judy Lomax, Thank you
Updated blog post from February 1, 2009 to Feb ruary 15, 2019
We were watching The Outsiders while snuggled together in one big chair eating chips I'd picked up on my way home from refinancing our home and my 12 year old looked at me and said: “We’re friends, aren’t we?” It was a heartwarming reminder that I am doing the right things. 2/1/09
aXis point - minute 2 of this video with Brooke Ligertwood
Yum!
Zest Bakery's Valentine's Day post: