Still Praying, praising and cartwheeling...

Alexandra's newest
Book
Consistently aware 
Delight in acknowledging the people who help everyday
"Enthusiastic admiration is the first Principle of Knowledge" ~ William Blake
Give due credit when credit is due
Inspired by Antoinette Dickson: "Praying, praising, cartwheeling..."
Joy
Kind words
Love Letter in the

Mail today. from My Mommy xo

Outstanding people set high standards for themselves
Pray, Praise, and Play the Pause

(found on YouTube in 12 Nouns With Absurdly Specific Definitions)

Realizing my dreams are MY dreams
"...That's why I keep coming back to the mat."
Ultracrepidarianism: the act of talking constantly about subject of which you know little or nothing.
Very important...
Writing a kind note
Xylopolist: someone who sells wood




Wednesday, May 29, 2013

Awareness
Brach
Emotional Freedom
Finding peace in your own awakened heart
Grasp your fresh start with both hands and all your heart" SBB xvii
Happy Anniversary, Kristen and Kyle
Just a few things at the store
Karmic clearing
Must 
Not give up
Openness to the good the bad and the ugly
Pineapple milkshake for lunch and a
Quiet spot to...
Read
Shift to Silent Still awareness
Tara: Trance of 
Unworthiness
Very frustrated
Waiting on a few calls back
anXious
Yes! I made it through this day... Thank you, God

Tuesday, May 28, 2013


Bedewed: Cover or sprinkle with drops of water or other liquid.
Discombobulated by life - again!
E-mail to catch up on
Fitzpatrick, Steve
Go another mile...
Hedges, Jean
Inspection, Thursday 8am
Julie Burke
Kelly Roberts

Money
Nan Miller
Order
Prime Lending
Qualm


Silly questions for Ron and Joan
Timelessness of Simple Truths
Understanding
written by Anita from...
Zen to Zany click on the link to see more.

Day 9 - Thank you St. Joseph, Thank you, God!


Opening Prayer
In the Name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit. Amen.
Thank you for coming to my aid and thank you for my loving friends with their endless support.
Almighty God, Father of mercies and giver of all good gifts, I come before you to honor you and your saints and ask for continued support throughout the process of letting go and moving on.
Amen.
This makes me happy :) MLS#: 1883049 Status: Contingent

St. Joseph, I thank you, I entrusted myself to your care and placed in your hands my requests and you have answered my prayers. In quiet Nazareth, long ago, the Holy Spirit spoke to your heart and you followed God's will with wonderful faith. Please help me to continue to do the will of God and make positive choices for my family. Help me follow the Spirit's guidance and believe when I cannot see.

Day 9 Bless all families, O Lord especially those in need. Remembering the life of your Son, we pray for the poor, for those who lack a good home, for those in exile.
 Grant them a protector like Joseph, O God.
To conclude this novena, say one Our Father, one Hail Mary, and one Glory Be


Allowing ourselves to feel the pleasure of...
Basking
Ceremonious joy
Delight
Emotional management is where financial management begins
Gaiety, energy, and Grace
Happily ever after, whatever that may mean
Illumination, Inspiration, and Inner equilibrium
Just 
Keep breathing...
Like sand through a sieve p. 382 
Magical, Mystical portrait - our personal Myth

Our Own 
Pierced the heart of the reader
Quip
Remarkable capacity for love
Stardust ans Serenity

Use Your Wings...
Visceral reactions
Willing to Walk away from self-imprisonment p.372
eXhumed p.358
Zest for dashing through life at full tilt p. 350

Sunday, Sunday, So good to me... May 26, 2013

"Anticipation... the soul of enjoyment" ~ Elizabeth Gaskell
Blanket nest
Cartwheels in Celebration

Donuts & Cookies for breakfast

Finished reading The Fault in Our Stars by John Green
Going to bed early
Hammock Hound
I've done my best
Joy
Keys found by Kind Allen who is working hard cleaning library carpets all weekend
Lots & Lots of Letting go
Memorial Day
Notice Nature Nurturing
"On a clear day, you might even be able to see tomorrow" p 331 of...
Peace and Plenty by Sarah BanBreathnach
Quiet Quality of Life
Reading and Resting
Sunday joy Spilling over...
Toast Marshmallows
Under Contract
Vibrant tug-of-war between love & longing...
Wants and needs... yearning
Yoga - finally!!
Zen to Zany

Day 8 - WE HAVE A CONTRACT!!!! Wahoooo!


Opening Prayer
In the Name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit. Amen.
Dear God, thank you for the many gifts you have given me, and those you have allowed me to receive from the lovely people you have sent my way. You have blessed my life in countless ways, but I do try to count them every day. Thank you.

I honor You and Your saints as I ask for help during this time of struggle.
May I  have Faith to alleviate my fears, and Trust in Divine Order to allow my worries to dissipate. Pardon my sins and bless my family.

St. Joseph, just and true, with a father's care you raised the child Jesus, and with a husband's love, you shared your life with Mary, his mother.
I entrust myself to your care and place in your hands the sale of our house to someone desiring a new home that has been lovingly prepared for them these many years. We did our very best, and now it is time to move on to our next adventure and a simplified peace-filled life. Amen.

In quiet Nazareth, long ago, the Holy Spirit spoke to your heart and you followed God's will with wonderful faith. In the quiet of my days, and in the choices I must make, please help me follow Spirit's gentle guidance and believe when I cannot see.

Day 8 Give shelter, O God, to those who need it, and bring together families divided. Give us enough to eat, and decent work to earn our bread. Care for us, O God. Amen.
ps. I love, love, LOVE that I actually was writing prayer and blog post WHILE the showing was going on yesterday. yippee!!!!


Today's ABCs are from that 20 minute Memorandum from God which is the final chapter of a fabulous book: The Greatest Miracle in the World.
Another mile - as in "Go another mile"
Be yourself! as in "Show your rarity to the world and they will shower you with gold."
Count your blessings - This is the first LAW you must obey  in order to perform the greatest 
miracle in the world, the return of your humanity from living death.
Do all things with love ... love for yourself, love for all others and love for me.
Eyes Enable to to Enjoy  the magic of a leaf, a snowflake, a pond, an eagle, a child, a cloud, a star, a rose, a rainbow ... and the look of love.
Fear not as you enter your new life. Every noble acquisition is attended with its risks.



God Memorandum, to you, from God
Heart that pulses Hour after Hour, day and night, thirty-six million beats each year.
Imagine.... you have the power to Imagine...
Joy
King's ransom
Love 
Mandino
Never, until the end of time, will there be another such as you.
Og
Proclaim your rarity
Quickly you found me
Rarest thing in the world
Synchronized to do your bidding
Take Counsel, I hear your cry...
Uniqueness
Vibrate to the wind in the trees
Wipe away your tears
eXchange all the gold in his vault for the blessings you have treated so lightly
You are the rarest thing in the world!  and then , just before going to sleep, I read:
Zombically p. 277 The Fault in Our Stars

Prayer to St. Joseph - Day 7 - May 25, 2013


Opening Prayer
In the Name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit. Amen.
Dear God, Thank you for sending Kim and Steve Allen to our home last night. (#92)
It was a joy to open our hearts and our home to them and share what we feel and know about this house.

Almighty God, Father of mercies and giver of all good gifts, I come before you to honor you and your saints and ask for help in my many needs. I know you have a Divine plan for our lives and I pray I am aligned with Your Will for us. Today and everyday, show me in no uncertain terms what You would have be do - or not do, to follow your guidance.

Hear the prayers of my heart, St. Joseph, just and true, with a father's care you raised the child Jesus, and with a husband's love, you shared your life with Mary, his mother. I entrust myself to your care and place in your hands the sale of this house at 201 Sarabande Drive, Cary and ask that bring peace to our hearts on this matter. (Showing # 93 11:15am - 12:15pm today).

In quiet Nazareth, long ago, the Holy Spirit spoke to your heart and you followed God's will with wonderful faith. In the quiet of my days, and in the hard choices I must make, help me follow the Spirit's guidance and believe when I cannot see.

Day 7 God, our Father, give your fatherly spirit to those who are fathers now. Like Joseph, give them hearts of devoted love for their wives and children and strength for forgiveness and patience. Amen. 




I am also listening to the final chapter of The Greatest Miracle in the World by Og Mandion. It is called The God Memorandum and it comes with instructions for 100 days. I began on Monday, May 20th and if I counted correctly, I will have successfully completed that goal on August 27th. 

Praying to St. Joseph Day 6 and May 24, 2013 ABCs


Opening Prayer
In the Name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit. Amen.
Come to our aid, Dear God, please help. Father of mercies and giver of all good gifts, I come before you to honor you and your saints and ask for help in my many needs. I am so very grateful for all of the gifts you have bestowed upon us and the answered prayers that are truly countless. Thank you. 

St. Joseph, just and true, with a father's care you raised the child Jesus, and with a husband's love, you shared your life with Mary, his mother. I entrust myself to your care and place in your hands this request of mine that you show the new owners to their new home so that Elizabeth and I can move toward our new adventure very very soon. Thank you, and Amen. In quiet Nazareth, long ago, the Holy Spirit spoke to your heart and you followed God's will with wonderful faith. In the quiet of my days, and in the hard choices I must make, help me follow the Spirit's guidance and believe when I cannot see.

Day 6 God of our heavenly home, bless our home on earth. Let the spirit of Mary and Joseph rest at our table, shape our words and actions, and bring blessing to our souls. Amen



An Imperial Affliction
By Peter Van Houten
Cannula p.46
Dysmorphia p. 44 chronic mental illness in which you can't stop thinking about a flaw in your appearance
Eviscerated p. 175
Filosoofers p. 157
Gaggle of kids p. 87
Hamartia - fatal flaw p. 20
iepen p. 161
Just totally correct p. 49 Joy
Kissing p. 93
Loathe p. 88 Lacivious details p. 95
Misnomered p. 84
Oncologists p. 92
Patience, grasshopper p. 36
Question p. 93
Representations of a thing are inherently abstract p. 178
Sobriquet p. 64
Toroida p. 30
Underoxygenated p. 34 Ubiquitous p. 156
Valdimir & Estragon p. 88
Wait p. 88
eXistenially fraught p. 31
Yearning p. 176
Zeal p. 33

May 23, 2013


Prayer to St. Joseph, Day 5
In the Name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit. Amen.
Dear God, please come to our aid and lift the burdens of our souls.
Help me release the past and move forward


Almighty God, Father of mercies and giver of all good gifts, I come before you to honor you and the saints and ask for help. Hear the prayers of our hearts and answer them. Amen.

St. Joseph, just and true, with a father's care you raised the child Jesus, and with a husband's love, you shared your life with Mary, his mother.
I entrust myself to your care and place in your hands this request of mine that the couple who are coming BACK to see the house at 1pm today can not HELP but buy it. AMEN.

In quiet Nazareth, long ago, the Holy Spirit spoke to your heart and you followed God's will with wonderful faith. In the quiet of my days, and in all of the choices I must make, help me follow the Spirit's guidance and believe when I cannot see.

Day 5 O God, who loves children, be kind to Elizabeth today. Give her eyes of faith for seeing far, a loving heart for welcoming life, and a place always at your side.
Our Father... Hail Mary... Glory Be to the Father, and the Son, and the Holy Spirit. As it was in the beginning, is now and ever shall be, world without end. Amen xo

May 22, 2013 A tribute to Zach Sobiech and my prayers to St. Joseph - Day 4


Opening Prayer - seems to resonate when read aloud.
In the Name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit. Amen.
Come to my aid, O God. O Lord, make haste to help me.
Almighty God, Father of mercies and giver of all good gifts, I come before you to honor you and your saints and ask for help because I know that when I have asked, I have received, when I seek, I find and when I knock, doors have opened.

Please pardon my sins and  grant my requests. Amen.

St. Joseph, just and true, with a father's care you raised the child Jesus,
and with a husband's love, you shared your life with Mary, his mother.
I entrust myself to your care and place in your hands this request of mine:
 If it is your will, please let lead "the" home buyer to 201 Sarabande Drive.
 Thy will be done. Amen.

In quiet Nazareth, long ago, the Holy Spirit spoke to your heart and you followed God's will with wonderful faith.
In the quiet of my days, and in the hard choices I must make, help me follow the Spirit's guidance and believe when I cannot see.

Day 4 God of families, bless my family. Keep us safe from harm, and let peace be in our hearts.


Amen
Beautiful
Fantastic
Grace
Happy
I am currently reading The Fault in Our Stars by John Green
Just try and make people happy
Kinda like sitting in the dark
Live Life to the fullest
Now what?
Out of denial
Pass it on...
Quality of Life
Richer



"The kid who went down fighting and didn't really lose."
Upworthy
Wondtacular
YouTube
Zach Sobiech

Prayers to St. Joseph - Day 3 - May 21, 2013


Opening Prayer
In the Name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit. Amen.
Come to my aid, O God. O Lord, make haste to help me.
Almighty God, Father of mercies and giver of all good gifts, I come before you to honor you in your saints and ask their help in my many needs.
You promised those who ask, would receive, those who seek, would find, those who knock, would have doors opened to them.
Hear the prayers of your church, grant my requests, and pardon my sins. Amen.
St. Joseph, just and true, with a father's care you raised the child Jesus,
and with a husband's love, you shared your life with Mary, his mother.
I entrust myself to your care and place in your hands this request of mine:
  Please lead the buyer suited for the house on 201 Sarabande Drive to their new home. Amen. and Thank you
In quiet Nazareth, long ago, the Holy Spirit spoke to your heart and you followed God's will with wonderful faith.In the quiet of my days, and in the hard choices I must make, help me follow the Spirit's guidance and believe when I cannot see.
Day 3 O God, ever faithful, you remember us always and in time reveal your blessings.
Help me trust in you, as St. Joseph faithfully trusted, and never let me lose faith in the wonderful gifts you promise me.

To conclude this novena, say one Our Father, one Hail Mary, and one Glory Be

Today we had showings #86, 87, 88, and 89.... 
86 was supposed to be 11am-12:00 so I left work at 10:15 to go home and get Misty and make sure the house was in order. Elizabeth has left her room in perfect "show shape" - before 7am this morning mind you! God Bless her! As a reward, I decided to do what she had requested and take car of our car, which we feel we are in more than the house, and get it a really good wash, vacuum and even something they called "air blown" which means all that crap from the crevices. So, I get home, take off Misty's harness and leash and it is 12:05 so I figure, cool back to work well before 1pm, not too bad. And then I get a call from the scheduling service letting me know the agent is running late and would NOW like to reschedule the showing for 12:15-1:15! So rude! 

But what am I to do?? So, I get Misty and I head back out and this time I go to Lowe's to look at paint and carpet just in case none of the people who look at the house today are "the" buyers. Ok, so back to work just in time for 2pm. Next showing 5pm. A little while later, that one cancels. 

Ok, I can deal with that. I'll get Elizabeth and Misty and we'll head out to Target and find what Elizabeth needs fro the Anime' convention that is this weekend. We got some of what we needed and then went to Meredith - her choice - so she could sit at her - I mean my - desk and do her homework. 6pm #88, I can only hope they went and looked and are thinking about it. 6:45-7:45, I decided to go trim roses with Misty while Elizabeth does her home work. Came back in about 7:30. No sooner did I say to Elizabeth, "okay, we can go home now." (figuring that by the time we get there, they'll be gone) when my cell phone rings and it's the scheduling service. Yep! "Showing agent is running late, can they reschedule for 7:30-8:30?" Elizabeth hears me say "I have a child to get settled for school tomorrow" and says, "Mom! I'm 17!! So I tell them to go ahead. I go across the street for Elizabeth favorite dinner (Burger King chicken nuggets) and when I come back, is she doing her homework? Of course not. Am I frustrated? You betcha! 

It is now 8:27pm. It is MY bedtime and I am NEAR my desk. Elizabeth is AT my desk on her laptop, supposedly doing her English homework now. DO I interrupt her so I can go home and go to bed, or do I keep typing, hoping it will inspire her to do the same???

Prayers to St. Joseph, Day 2, May 20, 2013



Opening Prayer
In the Name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit. Amen.
Come to my aid, O God. O Lord, make haste to help me.
Almighty God, Father of mercies and giver of all good gifts, I come before you to honor you in your saints and ask their help in my many needs.
You promised those who ask, would receive, those who seek, would find, those who knock, would have doors opened to them.
Hear the prayers of your church, grant my requests, and pardon my sins. Amen.
St. Joseph, just and true, with a father's care you raised the child Jesus, and with a husband's love, you shared your life with Mary, his mother.
I entrust myself to your care and place in your hands this request of mine for a buyer for this house at 201 Sarabande Drive.
In quiet Nazareth, long ago, the Holy Spirit spoke to your heart and you followed God's will with wonderful faith.
In the quiet of my days, and in the hard choices I must make, help me follow the Spirit's guidance and believe when I cannot see.


Day 2 - May 20: O God, you love your people and bless the ordinary lives we quietly live. As you blessed St. Joseph, bless what I do, however hidden and simple it may be, and let all I do be done with love.

To conclude this novena, say one Our Father, one Hail Mary, and one Glory Be to the Father, as it was in the beginning, is now and ever shall be, world without end. Amen.

Prayers to St. Joseph - Day 1


Opening Prayer
In the Name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit. Amen.
Come to my aid, O God. O Lord, make haste to help me.
Almighty God, Father of mercies and giver of all good gifts, I come before you to honor you in your saints and ask their help in my many needs.
You promised those who ask, would receive, those who seek, would find, those who knock, would have doors opened to them.
Hear the prayers of your church, grant my requests, and pardon my sins. Amen.
St. Joseph, just and true, with a father's care you raised the child Jesus, and with a husband's love, you shared your life with Mary, his mother.
I entrust myself to your care and place in your hands this request of mine:
the quick and easy sale of our home to a family who wants and needs it. Thank you.
In quiet Nazareth, long ago, the Holy Spirit spoke to your heart and you followed God's will with wonderful faith.
In the quiet of my days, and in the hard choices I must make, help me follow the Spirit's guidance and believe when I cannot see.

Day 1 - May 19: Oh God, guide of those who listen and helper of those who hear your voice, speak to me, as you did to St. Joseph, and help me accomplish the things you give me to do .
To conclude this novena, say one Our Father, one Hail Mary, and one Glory Be to the Father, as it was in the beginning, is now and ever shall be, world without end. Amen.

Saturday reading results...


Alexandra's Attitude of Appreciation
Brighter the sunshine the deeper the shadow p. 9
Centered in the Culmination of all past moments p. 16
Delve into this moment
Equilibrium
Freedom and Flexibility
Grace of inner peace and contentment p. 7
Humble Harmonious whole p. 7
Invisible Inner scale p.12
Judicious Juxtaposition of Junk and precious mementos p. 8
Knowing
Levelheaded p. 12
Mindfulness and Meaning in the Moment p. 15
nemo (management) 
oikos (house) - these two from Peace and Plenty by Sarah BanBreatnach
Paradoxical p. 9
Quiet
Restful
Solitude
Treasure the uneventful quiet day p. 14
Undulating bubble p. 12
Visceral p. 9
"Walk the dog in nature's beauty" p. 15
eXpand our horizons p.19
Yin and Yang p. 13
Zen calm p. 14

Gotta love a book that gives me my entire blog in less than 20 pages :) Thank you, Mommy and thank you Alexandra

Friday, May 17th

Allow Abundance
Beyond tired
Choose to see the good stuff

Artist: Su Gallagher Eagan "Watercolors and Batiks" 
Einstein - "Out of clutter, find simplicity"
Frittering Frets
Green, John - The Fault in the Stars
Home vs. House
"In every ending there is a new beginning." p. 572 Shadow of Night
Just finished reading Shadow of Night. so good!
Kristen Lessig posted today's "T"
Let go with Love
Much to do - Meditate first
Need to take care of us
"Omni fine initium novum" p. 572 Shadow of Night
Play and Put first things first
Quench your thirst
Read
Stretch
U
V
W
Xpress gratitude
Yellow House posted the "D" :)
Zoom north - I wish I could, Sue, for so many, many reasons

Thursday, May 16th

Abstemious: Not self-indulgent, esp. when eating and drinking
Chinaberry tree at the Arboretum
Dear 
Elizabeth

Fettered magic
Getting? a bit frustrated?
"Hoist by my own petard again" p. 546 Shadow of Night



Ken voice and nearness to Mom always helps
Missing yoga, again :(
Next week?
Ouroboros Shadow of Night p. 541

Perhaps?
Quirked
Rankled
Volvelle p.441 a medieval instrument consisting of a series of concentric rotating disks, used to compute the phases of the moon and its position in relation to that of the sun.

Wednesday, May 15, 2013 - Mental Health Day

Approval of me
Banana Bread
Control is an illusion
Do unto others...
Embrace the unknown 

Ginger pear white tea from Trader Joe's. Elizabeth chose it when we went on Mother's Day :)
I think Elizabeth and I are in for something SPECTACULAR, and SOON!!
Just
Keep...
Lawn is mowed... Hammock time!
Meditation
Now moments
Og Mandino's God Memorandum
Peace
Reading
Quiet regard p. 521 Shadow of Night
Unconditional love
Vast
Zoon: An animal developed from a fertilized egg. 2. One of the distinct individuals that join to form a compound or colonial animal; a zooid.